As 2015 draws to an end I am in reflection of this past year. Some things have happened, like I’ve been hurt by my church and friends and after speaking with them I sought the recommended help that I needed to start this healing journey. It has been a rough road, but one that I realize was necessary and needed to further my healing.
I also found out that I only have 5 courses left for my Associates Degree in Fine Arts. Which I am happy about and I will finally be able to accomplish something that I started out to do several years ago. Now that’s a great feeling. I passed 3 of the 4 courses that I took this past semester, which means I need to complete the one that I didn’t pass to get my degree. I know that God is with me because I have not come this far to just let it go and not finish what I started.
I started and am currently going through a deliverance process to cleanse myself of the things that I don’t need in my life. Drawing closer to God and becoming more Christ like. Getting rid of the stuff that has haunted me for so many years. It’s sad that it has taken me so long to come to this point, but now I realize that it needed to be done. It has been no fun reliving the hurts, hang-ups and habits that have plagued me for so long. I am on a healing process that God wants me on and I am wanting to share it with others that need it as well. I still have times of not thinking correctly, but I work to quickly stop them and put them in the place where they belong.
With live itself not being an easy journey, I just have to keep my perspective and follow what God wants for my life. Continuing to obey Him and let Him take control. Which has not always been very easy. But then He never promised us a rose garden. That we have to create and maintain ourselves.
So for now this is what has been going on in my life. What about your? Care to share? Blessings all!